Friday, February 16, 2007
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yo yo yo!
I've just rebooted my computer and here i am writing my first post after the 10th billion time i've rebooted my computer.
stupid blogger force ppl to change to google account one.
where can sia? haha. now everything i type got red underline cuz all got spelling error. haha.
i've been realli emo-ing this few days. i dunno y sia.
i just feel realli emo. part and parcel of teenage life i guess.
band has stand down and it feels weird knowing that i dun have to go for band tomorrow.
i'll miss my jrs and friends a lot.
and oh ya, while i was emo-ing in the bus just now,
i suddenly thought to myself.
'ohmigod! its like 8 mths to o levels. and 2 mths before i step down from band.
i dunno how i'm gonna face it la. to be away from all my friends. especially my close friends. what if one day(which i know will come very soon) we suddenly all go to different schools and dun see each other anymore? its so scary. i know we wud be able to make new friends but with every new friendship, the feeling will never be the same. its kinda different from pri sch cuz we were not as matured yet. now is like, we spent 4 years with the same ppl and we grew to a much better/worst person with them and in abt 10 mths, its like, we'll get our results and everything just changes. hows that?'
hmm. i dunno. i guess i'll just use the 10 mths to cherish all the friends that i have before its too late.and my advise to all is, u shud too.
Labels: emo kid.
ima. 6:34 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
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pheww. at last we have a half day tmr.
not complaining. haha.
band. band and more band.
band is sooo my life rite now until its kinda abit unproportionate.
a lil bit too much.
do u noe how frustrating it is to find out that ppl skip band just cuz they are tired?
like i'm not tired?
like the WHOLE band is not freaking tired?
who are u to think that u are damn special, that u can skip cuz U'RE TIRED?
u noe wad? sometimes i think these ppl shudnt come at all.
wait. they dont even DESERVE a place in the band la.
and i dun care anymore if u're gonna cooperate or not. u do ur business, i do mine. if u cant play than i'll just tell the truth. its none of my business REALLI!
anw, when i wanted to bathe just now,
i got the shock of my life!
i saw two moths MATING! in my bathroom!
i ran out la. haha. they were in such awkward position ohmigod. its kinda r.a.
my bro(yes, i yelled to him) came and spash water at it. and they didnt wanna separate.
in the end, my bro killed one. the other one is gonna be a single parent. aww.
i feel guilty! haha. but we had too. i had to bathe!
and oh ya. congrats to my cousin!
imma
ps:going solo.
ima. 5:20 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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i am soo tired.
even when my eyes close and my body rests,
my mind doesnt. i cud just fall and nv wake up.
grrrrrrrrrrr.
today is another tiring day.
mentally.
i'm sorrie for blowing my top(generally to everyone).
i just cant control myself anymore.
sometimes i wonder, can i even control myself? or am i just an imaginary person?
i wanna be a robot. so i wun be tired and i dun get into trouble.
imma
ima. 5:31 AM
Monday, November 20, 2006
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yo ma peeps. i'm back in the house yo! haha.
kena influenced by the dj's. we kept repeating the front part instead of moving on la. haha.
ok let me ask u all a question.
a fairy god mother suddenly pops out of no where and says she wants to grant u a wish. no matter wad. u must choose.
wish 1: she'll give u all the money in the world
wish 2: she'll protect ur loved one(u can choose one person) from all harm that even money cannot cure(like cancer).
so, which will u choose? wish1 or wish2? this abt it.
if u choose wish1, then u'll get everything. u'll be richer than everyone. and all the girls/guys will like u.
but if u choose wish2, its not even abt u. it doesnt affect u in any way, it just protects ur loved one. but there is more to it.
i dunno. u make ur choice. wish1 or wish2? think abt it.
band was fine today.
the emperor and his evil mistress were damn hyper today. must have had a good nite......'s sleep. (dun think dirty ppl).
and congrats my queen for getting into 3A(and yug han too).
emsemble was ... i cant think of a word to describe it.
it was just rush rush.
saranghe.
(psst. do u noe that italian and spanish pronounciation for 'i love u' is the same?)
imma
ima. 4:30 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
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argh! i was blogging half way when my com suddenly went poof.
i shall try and remember wad i wrote.
band was fun!
nuthing depressing except during main band sectionals
not the ppl. but this time, the piece.!
and one tip! never have sectionals in a classroom!
haha. and i love my royal family.(i'm empress dowager. haha)
after band. went home with the batch as usual.
linda was teaching me chinese songs.
haha. and i'm glad to say that i remember all de songs that she tot me.
yay. i'm a good student. with a bad teacher. haha. oops.
TIPAH TERTIPU TERTIPU TIPU TERTIPAH!
imma.
ima. 5:52 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
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yo peeps. i'm back blogging.
i feel so outdated la.
everything is happening so fast and i dunno if i shud b thankful or regretful that i'm not realli involved.
i shall not babble any further on the unpleasant stuff and look forward to the better days to come!(i hope)
haha. since when was i such a positive thinking person?
(PPL CHANGE).
gosh. i louuurrrrvvvvveeeee my section.
haha. i feel so happie in band(combine/sectionals) where there is onli me and my section. gawd. u rawk my world.
i feel so blessed to be tbone sl. haha.
imma.
ps: told u my blog is clean.
ima. 4:15 AM
Monday, November 13, 2006
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ok. just as i tot everything is back to normal..
my heart aches. and, thank you very much.
earlie in the morning, i woke up. and looked at my alarm clock.
it showed. 8.45am.
i panicked. got out of bed and bathe.
in the end, i reached bedok at 9.35am.
oops. forgot to say, i got batch meeting to do farewell stuff.
dance dance dance act act act.
by the time, it was oreadt 5pm.
i love my batch. i realli do.
and i feel damn freaking proud when ppl praise us abt our closeness.
and i feel damn freaking bad when ppl look down on us.
but wadever it is. our friendship will always stay.
and i'm glad to sad that they're the onli grp of ppl that never fails to brighten (and sometimes, break[onli with certain ppl *hints] haha.) my day.
i'm in no mood to update fully.
i just feel so freaking hurt.
maybe u're just an idiot. like all the others.
i hate u. oh yes, i do.!
imma.
!@#$%%^*&)*_(_+_+*@(^!&*#%- dedicated specially for u.
ima. 4:35 AM